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HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SO LOST?  Lost in all thoughts, in all emotions, in all presence.  So lost that everything feels numb, that even the thought of the minute ahead creeps under your skin and you have nothing to run to because you believe you're standing nowhere! Well, I have!  For a day, a month, a year and maybe even more.  It is one of the most terrifying experience I faced in my lifetime.  And, it just so happened to be that I felt like this only a couple of days ago.  I am talking about being lost in FEAR.

Fear takes over everything in your life if you let it.  It has a greater impact on our souls than we ever imagined.  Not just in us, but everywhere in the world we walk into.  We see fear, eat fear, hear fear and smell fear.  Fear is everywhere.  It is what's consuming each and everyone of us every day; without us realizing it.

My greatest fear is the Future.  The fear of Where I might be, Who I might be, What I might be, With whom I might be and how it will all be.  Fear that I won't have enough time to figure out what I am called to do next... before it's too late.  My struggle is the walls I created around me; walls that hold me in here rather than jumping over there!

FEAR WITH CONFUSION.

But my greatest fear of all is for my generation.  We are a generation that was never made to fall away; a generation that was never to fear the face and the love of HE who brought us to this world.  Every day I look at my surroundings and see nothing more than people living stereo-typical lives when they were created for greatness.  It breaks my heart to see such greatness fall through as time goes by and see evil conquer.  I see shining hearts, hearts made for leadership, hearts made for worship, hearts made to touch, hearts made to reach.  But at the end it all comes down to a choice; choice to rather follow our earthly desires instead of finding our purpose (our calling) and change the world around us.

I have been told several times, along with other prophecies, that I am a young women with a heart for God that will blossom into a leader that will lead nations to Christ...  Lead nations?  It's an awful lot of people!  If only it was as easy as to snap your fingers and the world is not like that but GOD is!  As with HIM everything is possible even if it seems totally impossible to us!

FEAR WITH IMAGINATION.

We have to practice and face our fear heads on and soon realize that behind every fear - there is NOTHING; nothing but a blank canvas.  We have to take  that extra step forward and have hope and faith that we will succeed in which we were destined to do!  Make a goal! Create a goal for yourself every day (it can be a small one to begin) and try to accomplish it; without fear, as success and failures will never determine who you are.

- That you and I were made for this, I was made to taste Your kiss, we were made to never fall away..... nver fall away ( The Sky - Civil Twilight)

Posted by Stephany Ann Comtois